This post was originally published on my Medium profile on January 6, 2016.
My left pinky has become permanently numb.
I don’t know when this started. Every day I press it, hard, to the palm of my hand, in the hopes that that feeling, that pins and needles, that signal to my brain that something is wrong with the flesh — in the hopes that will disappear. It never does.
My pinky has become permanently numb.